i just got accosted in the library. I'm sitting very quietly at my computer and this very strange man comes and sits at the computer next to me. he does not speak English as a first language and still finds it necessary to comment on my good eye sight, my cool watch, and the color of my folder. He has also man handled my wrist.

I'm scared... I need an adult!!!

If you won $100 this afternoon, what would you do with it?


save it... so interesting, huh?

I totally use the word totally way too much.

getting my motorcycle permit on monday. it's totally gonna ROCK.

text me!

new hair fools





and here are a couple of pictures from little shop

my celebrity crushes:

Michael Weston

Hugh Laurie

Alan Davies

Scott Bacula

Adrian Young

Simon Cowell

Ricky Ullman

JP Manoux

Michael Cera

Jason Bateman

Will Arnet

Tony Hale

David Cross

Ryan Seacrest

Kevin Rose

Peter O' Toole

I have a new celebrity crush. and don't go tryin' to steal it either, because then I will slap you in the face. His name is Michael Weston. He was in the most recent episodes of "Psych" on USA Network and "Scrubs" on NBC.

so, I've found myself liking someone I most definitely should not. I've even thought about whisking him away and making out with him. And what would happen after that. But I don't think it would be good. Half of me really really wants to flirt with him and the other part of me wants to stay as far away from him as possible. I will not tell anyone who it is, because it could be bad. Eek. Oh well. I would really like to go on a date, or have a really great flirting companion.

woo! Audrey Hepburn!

eggos :) <3

I have calmed down A LOT since I wrote that last entry. Most of it is still true, but it doesn't matter at all. Just putting my feelings somewhere helped. :)

I dont know what I hate more, people or stupid people. I really can't think of anyone I'd REALLY like to be with right now, with the exception of 3. Most of the time I feel like strangling someone or myself. I can't communticate how I feel because the people who listen are probably the ones I want to strangle, with the exception of 3. I ESPECIALLY dislike a certian someone and all her.... "glory". I don't know her well, so I shouldn't dislike her, but I do. I also don't like her at all. Sorry, that was redundant but I didn't feel like hitting the backspace bar after I was going to well. I really love to read diaries of people my age and think it is because I have a certain power to turn them on and off, unlike my "friends", with the exception of 3. These 3 I really love A LOT!!! and I wish I could name them but I don't want to inflate the egos... lol. or eggos. hahah. anyway, another thing that I hate is how much I want what I cannot have. I HATE THAT. So, like right now, I really like this one boy. But I can't even tell anyone that I like him except for people who don't know who he is. In other words, I CAN'T HAVE HIM. I can never really have him because I'm supposed to have sworn him off for all eternity. This is nothing like Maxx. I liked Maxx because he showed me attention. And I have sworn him off forever. I don't really feel like I could actually tell all my secrets to someone. Especially this one secret I have. I wish even I didn't know it. I think I may need a therapist to deal with this secret. I don't remember a lot of my childhood because of it. I also have very twisted memories that really scare me. But i don't feel like telling you my sob story at risk of sounding like that person I don't like very much. This is the only time in my whole life that I can actually type with out stopping. If this had been my finbal intyping class Im sure I would have won the A+ I deserved. I also hate that just because I look up to someone, one of my teachers, everybody thinks Im a kiss-up. Because Im not. SHE WAS A FAMILY FRIEND FIRST. I hate High School and cant wait to get out of it. But I dont see my rush, its not like I can get into any colleges that I would like to go to. And Id also like to state for the record how many nights I've cried all by myself because I was "the funny not-so-cute girl" at school. When people make fun of my, it hurts my feelings even when I laugh it off, I am crying in the inside. Right now I would like to quote a line from a movie that slightly turned my life around.

"You mustn't mess me about. I know I may look like a rhinoceros, but I've got quite a thin skin really. "
-"Circle of Friends" said by Minnie Driver as Bernadette 'Benny' Hogan

So there you have it. My sob story.

Here are just a few helpful words of advice to incoming Freshman and those who are still underclassmen:


- Do not dress a certain way because you want to make certain types of friends. IT DOESN'T WORK. Trust me, We've tried.

- Sex doesn't make you cool, and if you do have sex don't tell anyone. Nobody cares.


- You are a F-R-E-S-H-M-A-N.. not a "Frosh", you sound gay. And learn how to spell Sophomore, there are THREE o's not two.


- Don't think you're smart because you were the coolest kid at your school or because you went to Magnolia. That DOES NOT make you cool.


- DO NOT think that the upperclass girls/guys are your best friends because they're most likely not.


- Don't think that you have privacy now that you're in high school. Once you're here, your business is everyone's business. And, yes there IS still drama, probably even more.


- You'll never be as hott as the '07 and '08 Girls, even the geeky ones. So don't try.


- Don't try to act older than you really are. The way you walk, dress, and talk have "underclassmen" written all over you.


- If you are black, hispanic, etc. WE GET IT, You love your country! That's peachy, but dont make everything a race related issue. And this rule goes out to everyone.


- If you are going to try and rebel, it most likely won't work. And if it does, no one will notice.


- Don't be a slut. This should be the number one rule.

Welcome to hell.


Believe me---You can't win. Have fun being an underclassmen...for a fun-filled year with no life and no opinion whatsoever.

Sincerely,

-The Classes of '07 and '08.


-If you're an UpperClassmen: repost this